University is Hard
Am I the only student who doesn't know what to do with themselves once they've completed all their assignments? Assignments are out of the way and I feel like a lost soul.
University starts again on Monday, round two of second-year *ding ding ding*. Going back to university definitely feels like stepping into the ring blindly. You never know if it's going to kick your ass or how long you'll be in the ring for. I'm counting down the days until graduation, I want to look so cute in my cap and gown.. yes these are my priorities do not judge me.
Recently my heart hasn't been in university, my confidence in my abilities are no longer there and I'm scared I'll disappoint my family and myself. I constantly pray for better understanding and wisdom and I know God has really been with me throughout this journey so I just have to keep believing he won't leave me.
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." - Deuteronomy 31:6
Maybe this is my problem, I continue to put my belief in myself and not God. If life has taught me anything it's that I will not succeed by my own abilities. I guess it's just hard to remember that sometimes. I guess as they say 'I got lost in the sauce'. My goal these next few months is to work hard and smart, believe in both myself and God and understand that I can only do my best and if that isn't good enough it's fine.
Anyways as the new term begins I wish everyone the best, as university can be hard, lonely and exhausting at times but don't give up. All the late nights and breakdowns will be worth it! The finish line is literally so close.