I Give Up
I've woke up today not really in the best of moods and feeling quite fed up.
There's a lot of things I am praying and hoping for in 2018. I guess sometimes things just feel as though they aren't going to work out the way you want them to. Like maybe there's no action behind the words.
I don't even know if this makes any sense to anyone but I feel very discouraged. I just want to curl up and call it a day. I don't think I've got much fight left in me. My heart hurts so bad.
I'm wishing for better days, praying for courage but everything looks so hopeless. How can I believe in better days if all I keep seeing is hurt, pain and suffering? How?
I'm sorry this isn't an inspirational post. I just need to voice how I'm feeling in this moment.